challenges
Day 20: has this challenge inspired you to create your own?
No, not really but maybe to do another one in a while when Im super bored haah.
Day 19: Describe your ideal 24 hours.
Alright well I get up, change/take a shower. Eat, take my pill, then do makeup. Next brush teeth, mouthwash, and do any homework I didnt do last night. Then if I have time I make myself tea or just grab something from the pantry to eat. After I get in my car and start driving, blasting good music and singing along. Then I get to school, go to all my classes. If its a tuesday, thursday or friday I hang with friends after but most of the time go home. I get home eat, start procrastinating,take my pill and birthcontrol and late at night begin to do my homework. Then I wake up and do it again :)
Day 18: If you could be an animal, which one would you be and why?
I said blue bird. I love birds, the color blue, my last name means bird, and I love the quote about birds in the notebook. Also I loveeee tigers. They have become my favorite animals. Idk if Id be one though. Or dolphins, or dogs. haha But I love all these animals. Yet my personality and feelings would be toward a blue bird.
Day 17: Name 5 of your favorite things?
my family, friends, beach, traveling, partying. idk? :p
Day 16: What made you decide to sign up to Tumblr?
My best friend told me before to get one as a great way to vent and I didnt want to. Yet later on when life was getting hard I decided to make one and ever since ive felt safe on her to express myself. I dont care who reads it and the people I know on here I dont care what they think or id tell them stuff either way.
Day 15: What is your most treasured possession and why?
I would normally say my phone but since my phone has been broken I havent treasured it as much as I thought I did. Id probably say a scrapbook my grandma made me for my 15th birthday. Starts when I was born and ends a couple years ago.
Day 14: What is the reasoning behind your Tumblr name?
My dad always called me babycakes and I use to hate it. But in high school when my brother and his friends started calling me it I actually liked it. Now a bunch of people call me it and my little brother does too. I like just having cute nicknames too. The reason I have 8 after is cause I always liked that number idk why.
Day 13: Your favorite photo, and why it is your favorite?
Idk why this is one of my fav probably cuz I love my dog to death and last year when my dog died I was devastated. I have a weird close bond with my dog(yes thats right). I love everything about him even his annoying bark. Yet he has a personality and I love him. I love this pic cuz it somewhat shows our bond and idk its cute :p
Day 12: what is your perception of love?
This concept has changed throughout this year. I had given up on the fact that love is actually true and that its not just a myth that someone can love you forever no matter what. Love is blind. Love is what we want and fantasize about but its true love for what we are trying to get and pretend it is. True love is SOOOO different from love I can not stress that enough. Once you have had true love nothing compares. You can never stop thinking, wondering, feeling about the person you shared true love with. Its like having a perfect lover and a perfect best friend that you can never get tired of. Love stinks, and once you have true love thats all youll ever want. but just love, you can love anyone as your friend but to love them more takes time and a special bond. Then true love is perfect love and to the extreme. I use to fall hard for people but ive gotten stronger and dont let myself out as much as I use to. Now itd take a super long time for me to love anyone new without the terrifying feeling of getting hurt. LOVE HURTS.
Day 11: what wouldnt you change about your life? why?
My family and friends because we are fun together and its just all our personalities blend together so well. I mean I would like to take out about 3 people(girls of course) that try to make me mad but they dont matter to me.
Day 10: where is your *happy place*. Describe it and share why its your happy place.
hmmm I have two main happy places. one- the beach, I love it. Im such a beach chick/CA girl its ridiculous. I close my eyes, play the wave sound on my clock and just drift away to the perfect beach scene. The second is back in about december of last year. why because that was probably when I was the happiest in the past like years? Im not comfortable describing it fully because its a bit inapropo, but it was fun and I dont ever regret any of it. So when I think back to it I cant help but smile and feel those butterflies again.
Day 9: Do you care what people think of you? why is this?
I use to a lot. Idk why but I never wanted to embarrass myself, but then I made it to my life where I realized if I kept trying to live up to their expectations then I would never be fully happy. So I be myself and so far its making me live my life to the fullest and like Dr. Seuss says “Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter dont mind.”
Day 8: Who has had the biggest impact in your life so far, and what has that impact been?
This ones hard but id have to say my dad because hes recently made my life horrible or amazing. Its complicated.
Day 7: Name your favorite celebrity, and why you think you would make a great friend to them.
My fav celeb would have to be bradley cooper but as a friend Id have either selena gomez or emma stone cause I love them and we have like the same personality kinda.
Day 6: Tell us the first 5 random thoughts that come into your head right now.
being tired of life, grades, vacation, being lonely, Im done.
Day 5: Name the family member you are closest to, and describe the relationship you have with them.
hmm this is hard I use to be really close to my younger brother and then later on to my older brother. Now idk who it would be. Last year Id definitely say my mom, and before that the dad. But idk now… I guess id say my younger brother because weve been bonding recently. Our relationship? we are weirdos and laugh at nothing. We have little sparks were we yell at each other yet moments after laugh and love each other. We have a weird relationship but I love it<3
Day 4: What parts of your personality dont you like?
This is hard cause being me Im normally my own worst judge. I hate how when times get tough I kinda fall apart. I hate how I always feel like helping people and how sometimes that ends up hurting me instead. I hate how I cant be as pretty as those girls you see at school, tv, or in magazines. I hate how I cant be as smart as my brother. I hate how sometimes I make too many friends or make the wrong ones. I hate how I feel lonely all the time even though I could be surrounded by everyone. I hate how most of all I cant be called innocent anymore and cant have the love of my life and that hurts me. But most of all, I sometimes hate who I am and how I managed to screw everything up.
Day 3: What parts of your personality do you like?
I like (sometimes) that I care for others more than myself even though It ends up hurting me. I like that Im somewhat good at school. I like how Im open to meeting new people and can start a conversation if I feel like it. I like how Im weird with people im comfortable with… which Im only truly myself with one other person…I like that I can be strong and keep my problems in instead of annoying people. I like how Im at least average instead of being ugly and being told that(id probably cut myself If someone called me that haha) or drop dead gorgeous cause id kinda get annoyed of the attention and jealousy. I like that even though I dont like a lot of things about me, Im happy with being myself and wouldnt wanna go through drastic measures to change it.
Day 2: what are you? how would you describe yourself?
This questions hard. Well Ive been told im like a kid, and out going, attractive, most recently ive been told “hey sexy”, fun, nice, and smart. What I think I am. I believe Im an inner kid just cause my childhood was amazing and I dont want it to slip into this world of a teenager where everything just keeps getting worse. I get selfish when it comes to things I want and most of the time I try and let it go. I think im shy and not that smart. Sometimes I care for others more than I care for myself then I get used. I definitely dont believe Im pretty, id say im somewhat average no matter how many times people tell me otherwise. I have a low self esteem. Most of the time I dont care what other people think because they shouldnt make an impact on my life, (I learned this a bit too late last year). I dont know what else to say besides Im just me, and I cant put a label on that. But Im happy with being myself.
Day 1: a recent picture of yourself. Last pic I took.
new challenge.
Okay so I quit.
Day 8: In the mountains.
Day 7:
- 2- idk why Ive always loved it?
- 8- I had a great year when I was 8 and just love it?
- 16- sweet sixteen a great and horrible year that has changed me forever
- 25- great things have happened to me on that day
Day 6: cake I made with my bro
Day 5: my outfit
Day 4: today being christmas<3
>.< woke up, took a shower :O, got messages for christmas :). opened gifts :D, went to grandmas and opened more gifts :,D, played a nasty jelly bean game with the whole family >.< and almost puked :p, then laid down :3, and went home<3
Day 3: I have 3 quotes that I love<3
- I trusted you but now your words mean nothing to me, because your actions spoke the truth. ~Drake
- You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams. ~Dr. Seuss
- I think if we dream so we don’t have to be apart so long. If we’re in each other’s dreams, we can be together all the time. ~Calvin & Hobbes
Day 2: I did two(out of three) of my bestest friends. :)
Day 1: friends, family, and Bradley Cooper<3
